So, summer is coming up quick, which means it'll probably go buy quick as well. I have so much to do. I'm not telling just yet because now is not the time, but I will say that I've decided to go back to school next year. I took some time off to gather what I wanted to become and because college just wasn't a step I was ready to take. So it's a semester later of no school aaaaaaaaaand I still don't know what I want to be.

Was it a waste of time? No because I may not know what I want to DO as far as a career goes, but I have found myself and I do know where my life is headed. Outside of school I have everything planned out, it'll be an adventure and I'm looking forward to it. Ever since Saturday I've had this amazing calming feeling. Saturday was the day I sat down with my loved ones and said, "hey this is what I want to happen."

After all that fear and all that disappointment I put myself through, thinking that they wouldn't accept it and that I would never get a chance to have MY dreams come true... well it was all just me over thinking. They agreed, and I'm on the path to the most happiest time of my life.

I feel silly thinking back now on how I used to feel about this whole topic in general, but now that I know what's going on, I can't help but breath a sigh of relief every time.

ART UPDATE
psh art .... haha >.> what art? I'm not an artist I'm simply just a person who pretends to be an artist.
No seriously though, I've been working on my writing more than I have on my art, in fact I haven't really picked up a drawing pencil or a brush in like a month. I have a muse and everything, there are just other things that I want to do more. I've decided it's time to grow up and say... um screw you da, I like to color and make pretty things as a hobby. And if no one likes it on this site then too freaking bad. Art is my hobby and should like to keep it that way. So yeah it's defiantly not going to be a career choice anymore. I'm sick of the competition and the 'oh well it needs this and that and you basically aren't good enough' I think I'm plenty good at art in my own special way, and I'm not going to pay money to have you teach me what you like in art. IT IS FINAL!

IN OTHER NEWS
August 23 thank you God, thank you so much.